Another One, Yet The Final One #RealLoveStory

She was next to me, lying on my shoulders, her hands were wrapped effectually my waist. Despite several distractions of her beauty, I could merely focus on her blue eyes, in which I was drowning slowly and slowly.

I bent forward and kissed her eyes. Her pink blushes were conspicuously visible and I farther kissed her cheeks. I could hear her soft moans. I wrapped my palm around her face and whispered, "I love you Samaira."

"I dear you too," she replied.

I was about to buss her when she pushed me back and I roughshod downward the bed. I got back into my senses and realized that it was but a dream that was continuously screening all the sweetness moments I had spent with my girlfriend in the past. It has been two months since we had broken up, yet her memories do not fade with time. I've had around two girlfriends, excluding her in the past, just never have I ever felt so hurt. She was the daughter I was waiting for several years. Unfortunately, I am lonely today. I have my friends, family and peradventure a few girls to spend my time with, but nothing can fill her absence and get dorsum the smile on my confront except Samaira.

I rubbed the dust out of my optics and walked towards the washroom. My feet were numb and my rima oris was dumb. I was just walking, fulfilling my brain's orders unwillingly. I was a strong man, I should take moved on by now only she has created such a huge difference that I experience sad for myself today.

I splashed some h2o on my face and stared my reflection at the mirror. I was analyzing myself and was wondering about my shortcomings when suddenly my eyes drove me into a flashback.

(One yr ago)

My optics just couldn't get the gaze off her beauty. Her blackness dress enhanced her personality and she was just looking like a princess. I saw her playing with her blonde hair strands and pulling them above the earlobes and then that her fair face becomes more visible to a lover like me. I was engaged admiring her when my friend interrupted and broke my focus.

"Saurabh dude, get a life brother. Be a homo and only suggest her. Today is her birthday and so it is the best day to confess your feelings for her. What are you waiting for?" brash Rohan.

"It's not that easy. She seems to be a very simple girl and I am such a spoiled brat. She is completely focused towards her career and I just believe in partying and having fun. She will never accept me. In fact, if I will propose her she might slap me and insult me before anybody. And then dude, go along your communication to yourself. A person must always know his limits and must realize what a dream is and what is a reality? She tin can but be a part of my fantasy but will never love me the way I love her."

"Hey, end acting like a coward. Who are you to predict things in advance? I would suggest y'all concur her hand before she gets another one."

"Close upwardly. I think I should wait for some more time before taking whatsoever lead. I accept managed to become her expert friend in the past few months but I hope that I will confess my dear before these college days stop."

He connected to convince me to propose Samaira but my ears were deaf that time every bit my only focus was on how to win Samaira'south heart. While I was decorated observing her, she suddenly looked in my direction and I switched my glance immediately. I knew I fabricated it awkward and quiet obvious for her and what I expected that moment turned true. She walked in my direction and the rage was clearly visible in her eyes. I was sure she must have realized that I was staring her badly.

The moment she stood in forepart of me, my center just couldn't finish beating. She looked cuter with that anger on her confront.

"Saurabh, I know we are good friends, I might be wrong and do correct me if I am really wrong. What I perceived right now is that you've been staring me since the moment I take entered. I accept invited you on my birthday as you are my friend but your stares are making me experience uncomfortable."

I blushed with shame and replied, "I am pitiful Samaira. I had no such intentions but you are really looking gorgeous and……."

"And y'all cannot command eyes, right?"

'How did she know that?' I thought.

"Really yep. Y'all are correct. I was staring you and I couldn't finish myself considering a person can forbid himself from confessing his feelings merely his eyes cannot. I know this is non the right manner to tell what I want to only correct now I only tin can't stop myself further. I have waited for this 24-hour interval and I have to face it now."

I noticed her eyes locking with mine and nosotros were so lost in our conversation that we didn't realize that we are at a party and our friends are wondering what'south going on. This was the fourth dimension to just ooze out whatever I had since the beginning day I saw her.

"Samaira, I don't want to get too filmy and and so I will simply say information technology direct. I honey you. I know we are different but there is a quote that opposites always concenter and and so I know that we would make a perfect lucifer together. If you lot allow me to be your soulmate I can only promise to be a part of your life."

I saw that she was disturbed by my proposal simply I wanted to know whether she felt the same for me, which I knew was just a false expectation.

To my surprise, she held my manus and said, "Saurabh, honestly speaking, I like y'all too. My feelings aren't every bit strong as yours simply I would like to know you improve and spend some happy moments with you. It would be too early to say that I dearest you. I know I feel for you lot more than friendship. I love y'all simply even so not sure. I……"

"I know girl what you are feeling right now. You want to be y girlfriend but yous're scared that I might cheat on yous. Right?"

"No, it isn't then?"

"I assure you that 24-hour interval would never come when I have to go out you lot. My friends have seen me and they know well that I have never felt like this for any girl before. My emotions are just too stiff this time."

"Well okay, I would like to give the states a chance. Let'southward be together and develop this bond of honey. But promise me that you won't hurt me always."

"I won't."

That was just the virtually memorable twenty-four hours of my life and things were going on so perfectly. Though we were totally different, we shared good times and enjoyed each and every moment of our lives. Hanging out, communicating via calls, going out on dates, watching movies together, spending time when parents were out, these were all the things we continued to do together. With time my love actually grew for her and I just wanted her to be in my life forever.

(Present)

My thoughts were disturbed past the repeat of my telephone. The screen flashed Rohan's name. I received the call. He forced me to come to a party at his firm just I refused. It would accept been incommunicable for me to explain to my friends that I am no more the guy I was. I could really sympathize with the girls I have dated in the by and accept left for my ain stupid reasons.

Tears started flowing out of my eyes and I shut them for some time. After a few minutes, I merely dozed off to sleep there and then.

(2 months before)

"Await Saurabh, I told you I only like you. Yes, I have feelings for you but being very frank I simply cannot visualize spending my entire life with a person like you. I want someone to be similar me and not a guy who just parties all mean solar day long. The type of guy I would marry would be serious about me and his career unlike you. Perhaps your feelings are genuine simply I cannot ruin my life for yous. These are my higher days and I believe that I deserve someone better. I am sorry only I cannot exist with you lot anymore. I don't know how you've been with your ex-girlfriend's in the by simply you were really sweet to me always. I won't forget you. Nosotros will still be friends don't worry about that. I hope you'll motion on and handle this situation maturely," whispered Samaira.

I did not reply. Why should I? It wasn't my fault this time. I knew I could take fought for myself or could have yelled at her before anybody, but I cannot. Something stopped me from hurting her and I just walked opposite her direction without looking back even once. Neither did she cease me nor did I stop myself. With each and every stride my brain went further and further away from her but my eye had already fixed her inside and then she will never exit of that.

(Present)

I quickly dressed upwards and switched on my television in order to distract myself from all that had happened. Despite such efforts, I somewhere knew that I would never exist able to forget her. I might get some other girlfriend but she was the final person I had ever loved in my life and I will movement on keeping her memories intact in my heart.

I picked upwardly my telephone and dialed a number.

"Hey, Rohan. I am coming. Merely keep the drinks ready. We'll have fun today. The spoilt brat is back only with a golden center this fourth dimension."

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